17.0404-0800  Hevea leads. I follow

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@25.0911-2214.51 by Atx

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Dear Marla,

Hevea is the 'protagonist' of my life. 

She leads. I follow.

She is my 24/7/365, resident 'dominatrix' and I am her rubber-masochist. 

Not into pain, but do like being 'incarcerated' in latex for extended periods. I do not know why.)

I don't know why. I only know that it has always been this way. I'm 65 years old now. I still remember what may have been a 'birthing dream' when I was probably around 6-8 years old. It is heavily fetish-themed.

Of course, I realize that Hevea is real only in the sense that she is a metaphor for my rubber fetish. She is simply my vocabulary for the urges, inclinations  and orientations that my fetish produces, both sexual and otherwise.